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bismillahirrahmanirrahim....
it has been quite a time since i last update my entry. xpelah, at least orang pun dah sedikit terlupa dgn blog ni. mungkin at this time, i'm the only person who opens this blog.
anyhow.. so, many things happen to me since then. ups and downs, likes and dislikes, loves and hatred (nauzubillah...) happiness & sorrow. tapi yg paling berkesan adalah how i can feel the chemistry between this place called jakarta & i, that has started to develop. subhanallah... betapa luas cinta milikNya. i used to hate (hmm... that's not a good word) this place.. just cant wait to finish my studies and leave this place. but Allah has spread His love through the young souls who touched my heart by their spirit and willingness.
i had 2 weeks suffering in O&G department (in a suburb hospital). i passed my last 10 dyas of ramadhan struggling in the labour room. 1 labour hall of 11 beds(about 40 deliveries daily), 1 observation room of 14 beds (excluding extra beds), 2 O&G wards of 30 beds each, plus out-patient clinic- all taken care by 3 residents and 3 med students, including ME! subhanallah... life has never been worse (err... i'm exaggerating). alhamdulillah, tgh2 2 weeks tu ada 1 week break for eidul-fitr. (i cant imagine how the residents survive!).
inna maal usri yusraa. it all paid with the joy and happines i felt during eid. adik2 'target' tak balik raya. new juniors pun tak balik raya. alhamdulillah, spending a week with them burst my spirit and will for a 'brighter future' of this place. sisters.. i'm looking forward for our next meeting!
for a dear sister (wpun awak tak baca benda ni), i really enjoyed spending several nights of tears, hopes and smiles. insyaAllah, we will work hard for our mission! jangan mati sebelum mati! la takhaf, wa la tahzan. innallaha ma'ana. biarla orang cakap tanya tanya macam2 kat kita, yang penting kita tak dipertanyakan balik kat akhirat nanti. sabar ye... never stop shining for others, as how u brought colours to my life.
"Ya Allah... berikan aku cinta kepada mereka-mereka yang mencintai-Mu"
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husnulkhatimah
11/06/2006 02:33:00 pm
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